Hello , its me posting again , its been years since i last posted yeah ? , decided to post something to keep this blog alive , life have never been easy for the last few years ba , things have been up and down , happiness is never forever , sometime thinking back how i use to be in the past with no trouble , no worries about what is gonna happen the next day , just live life to the fullest everyday .. i really miss those time when nothing could hit me down but now i seem to lost myself , i arent that weak in the past , i dun get so emotional like now , what happen to me exactly , i always think that people wont change so easily , its really scary to see how people can change just in a blink of eye u know ? , i thought that nothing could ever pull us apart anymore after each incident that happen , i use to think that our relationship will get stronger but its just me wishful thinking ba , actually i dun blame anyone for what happen today , people give me advice but i am the one who choose not to heed their advice and go along with what i think is right ba , actually i am glad that at u found someone better than me ba , maybe life will be better for u without me by ur side yeah , i am not gonna whin about it , just gonna pick my ass up and suck it up like a man and carry on with life yeah ? , i gonna show everybody that this thing not gonna bring me down like that , i am stronger than what i can be , its ur lost for giving me up , one day when you regret and reliase who treat u better and when u decided to come back i will not be here anymore , i have to tell u that i have already move on with my life and i am never turning back again .
